Tomorrow is finally almost here!! We are finally headed back in to the ENT to reassess where Maggie is at. I don't know whether to be calm, excited, nervous or overwhelmed. A month ago Dr. T started us on a regime of Singular and Veramyst to get the inflammation down. It doesn't seem that either have worked. I don't have a very good gut instinct that we will get a solid answer on a resolution. I honestly have no idea what the ENT will say.
I am praying that Dr. Arnold has some ideas to reassess where Maggie is at. I want to hear some concrete ideas or plans to look at what is going on. Surgery may not be the best option or even an option. I don't really want it to be an option. But maybe we can do something to see how much inflammation/infection is in Maggie's head. Then we will have a better idea of how much intervention is needed.
After 12 weeks, I just want someone to make it better for her. I am feeling a bit done and I know so is Maggie. It is time to make it better and move on to other things in life. I realize this may not be the reality. We may be in for another week or month of trying to figure it all out. I just pray that God will give me the patience, wisdom and strength to handle whatever we find, or don't find, out.
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