Tired

I have finally got Maggie to sleep in her own bed. The last few nights I have fallen asleep with her curled up with me. This has been partly because of her fears and partly because of mine. Tonight I am exhausted so I followed our normal routine and put her to bed in her own bed at her bedtime. It is so hard for me to let go especially with all that has happened the past couple of days. In the end I have to let go or both of us will go crazy. So tonight I will watch my soaps that I have missed the past couple of days. I will take a bath and do my prayers. Then I will check on her and kiss her goodnight. Finally, I will crawl in bed and hopefully get a restful night of sleep.