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Today is my 39th birthday! It is the best birthday I have ever had. There is nothing special or exciting about this year. I have had years with bigger celebrations or better gifts. I have had years with major surprises or got the one thing I truly wanted. This year has been pretty quiet. We had a full schedule over the weekend but today has been quiet and restful.

Why is this year the best? It is the best because I feel like there is nothing I need or even want. I have all I need. My heart and life are full. They are full of love, gratitude and happiness. Sure I would love a pedicure, dinner out with a couple friends, some new clothes, a pair of new shoes or even a morning to sleep in. Those would all be great things to get. But they would just be the cherry on top of this awesome sundae of my life.

Thank you God for all you have placed in my life. I am forever grateful for Your grace, miracles and loving presence in my life. I am the most blessed woman. It took me 39 years (really 38) to completely open my heart and soul for You. Now that I have I am learning everyday more about who I am. I am receiving the gift of loving and accepting myself. You guide me on my journey and provide the strength and wisdom I so often need. When I stumble You gently reach down and pick me up. I look around my life in wonder and amazement at all of the blessings and miracles. All I want is to do Your will and celebrate You. Amen.